I’ve had a recent revelation. My only problem is that I need more power over it, a little bit more control to manipulate this situation in my favor. But I don’t. And this is going to take some time before I can do anything definitive about it. At first I was distraught, now I am the most relieved I’ve ever been. A sliver of hope has presented itself and it may be what I need.

I can’t be less vague. It wouldn’t make sense to anyone even if I spoke plainly. But I needed to say something. This blog is the least personal thing in my life that I have put little to no effort in to maintaining. I think I’m going to give it up for awhile, since there really is no point in saying things that don’t really matter to me. Stupid pictures and interesting stories are nice for consuming, but I don’t really care about sharing it with others anymore. It’s for my own enjoyment and my google reader does the job better anyhow.

I’ll still keep following some of you as you do put a smile on my face every day. And I won’t delete my blog, I’ll keep it up just in case I want to come back and maybe share experiences from my own life rather than the lives of others. I’ve got a long way to go, but I’ll figure it out. Thanks for listening.